Maybe I am to open in what I write on this blog, maybe this will be one of those times - but I’m gonna go for it anyways.
I know this doesn’t sound politically correct to some, but let’s start out with this understanding…
It is more natural to be physically attracted to someone of the opposite sex if they are physically fit.
I’m not saying that fat people are bad, I’m just saying most people aren’t naturally attracted to fat people, they’re attracted to skinny people. Okay - let’s just be clear before you start telling me what a horribly insensitive person I am - I would fall into the fat category. I’m not pointing my finger at other people here.
Now, for this announcement - I think I’ve found my girlfriend (someone I want to pursue a deeper relationship with). I’d love to put a name here and say that she knows and we are “happily ever after” - but I can’t, because I haven’t let her in on this announcement. As of right now, it’s my little secret, which really isn’t very fun. So, you ask, why haven’t I told her? Well I’m sure there are many reasons but at the top of the list is obviously fear of rejection. I want to know that she’s ready and waiting for me to ask, and then I will. I want to know that she wants to be in a relationship with me. Rejection sucks.
I realized something else - I am attracted to her, both on the outside and inside, yet I’m not someone who is attractive on the outside. Whether it’s right or wrong, a “connection” usually starts with a physical attraction and then you get to know and be attracted to the person on the inside. She’s physically fit and I’m not… that doesn’t work very well. So, I’m holding up the first step. That’s silly of me. Whether it affects her answer or not - this much I can tell you - being fat isn’t increasing my chances.
So, that’s it. It may be silly, but this shall be another motivator for me to get in shape.
It’s hard. It’s not quick enough. It sucks.
But I will do it. I will exercise. I will eat healthier. I will be healthier. I will get skinny.
So, if you see blog posts or facebook check-ins or tweets about my exercising or what I ate, you’ll know why. My apologies if you don’t like hearing about it, but putting it out in the open, the good and the bad is helpful. And you can feel free to publicly call me out if I’m doing something I shouldn’t.
I’m going to change. It’s gonna be good!